I need to stop trying to find acceptance....cause I never will. I am who I am, but who I am is a monster to most. I'm a furry who is shuned by other furries for being such. I don't get it....why...why? I have very few furry friends....and when I try to make friends I fail....I try to be nice, be likeable...and nothing. What do I do wrong? I see so many people who have 200000 friends....and I have next to none. What is wrong with me? Would the world rather I not exist? Cause I wonder sometimes.....I really do....and as I write this I try to hold back tears...hold back hard feelings...because it does no good. Instead I will just go to bed, cry myself to sleep, and wonder when it will all end.....